Waiting for Someday

On the first day after the last day of my job I opened a blank journal and wrote: September 22, 2011 Today is the first day of retirement from the job. The first day of the rest of my life begins. "Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable …

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Have I Become a Technology Junkie?

It's been two weeks, four days, seven hours and 45 minutes since I took up more or less permanent residence... in my current residence.  Yes, apparently I am counting. The husband conveniently had two weeks of back to back travel.  Tough life staying at expensive hotels, eating fine food while I, on the other hand, …

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At least I know where I come from…..

Since I'm still a little confused about where I am...... at loose ends without 24/7 connection to email, Facebook and on-line bill pay..... discombobulated by my new role as caregiver.... I thought I'd reflect on something I know for sure. September 21st was my last day on the job, but it was also my Dad's 86th birthday.  …

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The Big Change

My life has changed a lot.  Suddenly.  Although it wasn't a surprise.  I knew it was coming.  I boastfully said, "I can do this". I retired from my job a week and a half ago.... traveled for an anniversary celebration with my parents.... then hit the road back home.  But "Home" is a vague place. The old one is a mess, …

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why this mama lied

I'm not proud of this, but I came face to face with a past sin and need to clear the air. Meet my little friends.  I don't know their names but they're 28 years old. Flattened, faded, apendeges dangling or gone... I found them in a brown paper sack labeled "December 1983, Ian and David". Wanting …

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Grace for the Overly Stressed

"What's happenin' Mom", the customary greeting from a son's Sunday morning call. "Oh, not much", my customary response ......when I don't really want to talk about what is going on ....when I don't want to verbalize the "what's happenin" because there's more than I can handle. When he mentions he and the brothers and the …

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