What do I do?

"The Lord is my shepherd;I have everything I need." Psalm 23:1 NLT October 19, 2021 - - It didn't feel like I had everything I needed. I also didn't know, as Doug and I climbed out of our truck at the Copper Queen Community Hospital in Bisbee, Arizona, that it would be the last time …

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February 12, Doug Day

Today is Doug’s birthday.  Since he chose not to have a funeral, I've wanted to write a few words about him, though I've struggled with this for weeks.  At the last minute, this is all I can say… This week I’ve been hanging pictures and family photos.   We hadn’t been able to do that before …

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Jesus in a “to go” cup

August 30, 2020, our little country church, opened it's doors for in person worship.  It was the first time since the advent of coronavirus shut downs.  I was excited and went knowing it would be different. It was different.  And odd, and a little uncomfortable.  We sat socially distanced, of course.  Hugs didn't happen.  We …

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consistency

In early 2015, my son, David, had to return to Iraq with his unit in support of Kurdish troops.  Since he'd started the retirement paperwork process, I thought that exempted him.  It didn't.  He went. With the exception of combat deployments, David called Doug and I every Sunday evening for all 21 years he served.  …

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preparing for what you don’t know…

About a decade ago I packed this duffel bag.  My 72-hour kit.  I was attending a CERT (Community Emergency Response Team) class, and had to bring it in on the last day.  It was so big, so heavy that I dragged it in.  Just as I tend to over think things, I typically over prepare.  …

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stop running

A few months back, searching for an old Halloween photo, I found this picture.  We had moved to a new home, in a new subdivision, several miles south of San Francisco.  I know this to be true because my dad's beloved and well maintained lawn, flower garden, fence and side yard fish pond didn't exist …

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i always knew, he fought for me…

You cannot love a thing without wanting to fight for it G. K. Chesterton My dad was a quiet man who loved big fireworks. I miss him on the 4th of July. When it was dark enough, with his carefully selected box of fireworks in hand, Dad would walk to the end of our driveway …

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where i lay my head…

I have slept in unusual places.  It began the day I got married. We left our wedding reception in a hale of rice.  With the passenger side window stuck open, I got the worst of it.  Rice and all, we headed to San Francisco, to the place I "thought" we would spend the night. Unfortunately, …

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the age of reality… one last thing

Actually, a couple last things.  I'm ready to move on from this exploration of turning 70, but first, in no particular order............ SUGAR IS THE DEVIL -  My son used to say "women are the devil", but since he married one and they gave birth to one, I'm assuming he got over that misconception.  But …

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staying the path

February 22nd, we had a light snowfall.  It was over and beginning to melt by mid-morning. Normally I avoid the area, blaming it for the worst case of poison oak EVER.  But on this day I walked up behind the shop, clicked a few pictures and moved on about my business.  It wasn't until looking …

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